trai upload the pics!

i failed math. ive never felt like this for a test/performance task. ive never actually stared at the paper and thought WTF?! and its not like one q, its like the entire friggen thing.

im not gonna talk about my day now becauseeeee haikin is talking to me and hes asking me about relationships. hes like can you tell me how its like to be in one? if you asked me a few months ago, i would tell you any good relationship should be how me and nathan were like. i guess i still believe thats a good relationship, like if i had a choice, every relationship i have will be like that. but now i realize not all relationships are like that. im in a completely different one now and yeah, it feels weird, and even at times disappointing, but i have to realize hes a different person and i cant just expect him to do what nathan did. nathan and my relationship isnt a blueprint for the "best relationship". it was just a good relationship. but every relationship, like every person, is different and unique. and i think ill just have to accept the fact that sometimes alvin does things that just arent nathan-like, disappointing as it is. but he also does things that nathan never did and its just what makes him alvin. i think im learning more about relationships, even though i wouldve told you i knew enough about relationships to feed the world twice a day for every point i knew a few months ago.