i really got to stop making a habit of making posts at 5 or 6 -_- i thought i was going to sleep early tonight. guess not. ok 2mrw got to LOCK myself up sans internet @_@ going to fail.

soooooo this is the laydown of today.

morning: aaron wrote on my wall and put a video

night: talked to trai about everything cuz i miss her very muchhhhhh : ) omg she cant see my videos and i cant see them either : ( i text aaron to see how he did on his exam. i got NOOOOOOO text back : (

then i get home and i go online. check facebook. aaron did not msg me back -_- or w/e but he did message corrine back and make a video on pris's wall. then i call nathan, who is currently at guelph... so i text him IN THE BATHROOM haha cuz its got reception and i come back to my room. aaron msgs me like "thanks for not messaging me : (" and i talk to him. anyways he was telling me to nip the bud with angad cuz angad is PISSING ME OFF : (

angad asked me lately to change my pmsg, and like... im trying to hint that theres NO CHANCE with us, so like i told him no.... its sentimental it means something special to me. and hes like for meeeee? pleaseeee? and im like no... its got deeper meaning (obviously NOT but yeah -_-)

and then today, i told aaron to stop talking to me and go study and hes like i will if you change your pmsg to something nice about me : ) like aaron makes flowers bloom. and i was like are you trying to show angad something....? and hes like yeah... angad bet me that i couldnt make you change it and i wanna show him cuz hes so annoying. and i was like no... thats mean and awkward. and then after a lot of pursuasion, i changed it to "smile, cuz daf rules" and hes like angad said the smile has to change. so i changed it to "grin, cuz daf rules" and then angad messages me back like (and let me find from my history...) "haha so u change ur personal msg now but u wouldnt when i asked? nice " and i said no there was a lot of pursuasion! and he says "yeah... sure... 8-)" and i was like "THERE WAS! ASK HIM!" and thennnnnnn i like quote this from my history, he says

"how would u assume I knew who he was? haha if ur talking about aaron,, like i said ive been close friends with him since grade 2, we went to school together and carpooled.. i know him and all i see is charm but sure if thats persuading thats fine lol"

@_@ omg then i got really mad at aaron and i was like OMG YOU TROUBLE MAKER, YOU DRAMA CREATOR! and he was laughing like no 2mrw -_-

anyways, then aaron was like just do it quick and tell him its done. tell him youre lesbian! and when you get a bf, say you change your mind on your sexuality.

so i was like wow, im terrible in these situations. i find myself in them a lot... like "yeah, we're good friends..... oh shit OH SHIT!" and then we just stop talking... and hes like do you ignore them? and im like yeah.... depends on the situation tho. and hes like

AND I WILL QUOTE AGAIN

"well ingrid, im gunna say it now, we are just friends ok? dont get ur hopes up. sorry... i cant sink down to ur uncoolness : ) hahhahhhha sorry i had to say that"

do i take it seriously? im not going to lie, i felt a little deflated reading that.

i told pris about it and shes like omg ingrid you're reading too much into it. he's just playing you.

playing me like... joking with me? or messing with my feelings? @_@ i didnt want to ask her. sounds so blah

ok so more stuff that i can overanalyze. omg being so girly really sucks, i like read into every situation. every fine print -_-

so we were talking about exes (cuz apparently, he remembers who alvin is), and then he was like telling me why he didnt go out with ppl because his parents were too asian and wont let him out and cuz he wants to prioritize his life right

academics > girls

but then hes like "OBVIOUSLY it is not working now... because of you" :D???

and he told me that he likes talking to me because im fun to talk to. and i was like why? cuz im stupid? cuz im a "wall"? (he called me a wall -__-") and hes like no..... because you dont judge me. im just gonna stop here and comment that someone OBVIOUSLY does not know the other person in this two way friendship. not judging? ingrid? ha! well actually i dont kno if its judging i do... or overanalyzing someone. :S ok maybe i dont judge. maybe i do other "bad" things -_-. but yeah ok.

im glad he didnt talk to me about nathan. that would have been like instant KILLER. -_- and im glad i have found one person that i kno that i talk to a lot that i dont complain about nathan to 24/7. i even complain to JEVONS about nathan. like jevons and i are cool but like... its kinda like awkward to complain to jevons.

stupid nathan. said he'd find me.... FAIL >: (