♥!

you know that feeling i had for cydon? like the WOW-YOU-ARE-SUCH-A-SWEETHEART feeling? yeah, i have that for joram too. my ULTIMATE sweetheart! this guy can touch my heart in a way that no one else can. the way he looks out for me and cares for me is beyond what i expect or deserve.

he makes sure i have fun, but not too much fun that i'm wasted or puking.
when i make a bad decision he gets mad at me, which makes me feel so touched.
when i am in trouble, he's always there to save me and pull me out.
i enjoy hanging out with his friends (minus mike...).
when im upset, this guy actually has good advice for me and cheers me up.
overall this guy is definately one of my best friends.
i love this guy! ♥

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ironic i wrote that this morning
i think i may have actually done something to break his fondness for me