i feel like shit

i feel like CRAP. and everytime i think that i think "absolute shit" and then it reminds me of the absolute i drank and i feel even worse.

i tried to do what nathan told me to do -_- but walking in the cold to v1 for eggs and other greasy foods made me feel even more worse. omggggg i feel like absolute shit. oh there i go again, the taste of absolute back in my mouth :S ugh...

thinking back to last night i feel a little embarrassed... i wonder if i did anything stupid... or looked stupid -_- omg.

i am not going to drink again any time soon...