its been nearly a month! time to blog again : )

since school has ended it makes sense to clean things and to put them away i guess so thats what ive been doing this past... 2 days : ) lol. first its been alvins then today i was bored and put my stuff away so my mom could vacuum. and now im waiting to go back to his place to finish his room. cleaning is such a workout! you get really hot and sweaty.

last wednesday i went to alfred's memorial service. i guess it never really hit me that hard that alfred really died and he wont be back, and it sorta still hasnt, but that day at the service it was really emotional and moving. he was really nice from what i remember. like a geniune person. i dont kno why i stopped talking to him and stuff. i think its mainly cuz he hung out with eric and ivan, then got into drugs and i just found him a little weird... at the service i felt a little regret. like i never mended things with him. i just sorta stopped talking to him and didnt give him a reason for being cold to him. rip, alfred.

i thought a lot during the 2 hours or so, but its like too much to write down. basically 1) i need to be nice so that if the ppl im mean to all of a sudden dies it wont be like unable to fix and 2) i need to be a nice person so that when i die, my obituary wont be like "ingrid was an interesting person" because they cannot describe me with any of the "nice" words and have to use the ambiguous words. mhmm!

anyhoo, lets talk about happier things : ). i bought new raybans lol. they are the type i want, altho i wouldve preferred to buy a pair of designers, but dior no longer had that type and giorgio (?) armani had the exact pair but for double the price. so my mom was like buy the cheaper ones, its not like armani is written anywhere, so its exactly the same. the sunglasses arent as big as i want them (cuz i think my face is quite big and round), but my mom wouldnt let me buy big ones so its a compromise. its somewhat big. we still have a little more money left over to buy more sunglasses, so im planning to buy marc by marc jacobs cuz they're only $100 opposed to the usual $200-300 that designers shades are.

oh btw, transformers was awesome! i think its cuz i didnt expect much. i sorta thought i'd be sleeping while alvin and his friends watched it, or at least not get whats going on. but it was really really really really good : )

i love you alvin! *mwah*
you are like the best thing thats ever happened to me : )