omg i just woke up to the worst dream on earth -_- and now i feel like shit and am all sweaty.

well it wasnt the worst dream on earth... just made me really sad... like what i did two nights ago was a mistake. at first i didnt think it would affect me that much if things didnt fall into place like i wished but the dream i just had prooved me wrong. i was crying and screaming and hitting people -_-. it was like summer of gr10 all over again, only this time nathan was really mean to me. when i found him in his room (which is really my brothers room in reality) on the... walkie talkie like a cell phone and i couldnt hear the other end (this is what aaron and i did...?) i was crying and asked him if he told her what i tell him and he just gave me this really really mean smile and continued his conversation with whoever was on the other end of the walkie talkie and i was like OMFGGGGGGGGGGG and then i asked him what was the other night then? did it mean nothing? am i nothing to you? and then he just looked at me and gave me more of an evil smile and said something that made me feel like an idiot but i forgot what.

im pretty pissed off right now... but when i turned on my computer to see who msged me during the night, joey left me a msg about her dream last night and it was the complete opposite of mine. something bout me and nathan getting married at a wedding that cost 38.67.

and wtf -_-? aaron just texted me after.... many many days of silence. im going back to bed -_- and hopefully ill dream of something better that will take away this bitter feeling