feeling a little ashamed right now...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0u8Zs9nD32E

when nathan used to complain that all i care about is appearance and all that, i thought he was being really extreme. like i shouldn`t care at all about my appearance and leave the house like a hobo and blah blah blah. maybe he just meant that i`m overly cautious... and all the other things stated in that video.

he always said i was becoming those hk girls. i really don`t want to come across like a snotty princess that expects everything to come her way. : ( i feel a little embarrassed watching these -_-.