i need to stop pestering nathan with the one question that keeps popping up in my mind -_-. i cant help it tho -_- it just comes out and it bothers me a lot.

ah i dont want to think about him anymore. why is my room so cold? theres something wrong when my room is cold cuz its supposed to be uber hot here @_@

i realize i put a lot of random things into this blog, but i like it like that : ) so that when i read back on it i can remember a lot of my days in detail. i do that sometimes with my old blogs. sometimes i get the -_____-"??? feeling, but i know they'll come in useful one day and i'll be glad i wrote more than less : ). like i found out that the day i remember when i hear make damn sure is during the summer.

lately justin has been... getting on my nerves. but i hope he'll stop it because it bugs me a lot >: (. i hate how he's become so cocky about being in casa -_- and how he thinks hes my type BECAUSE HES NOT @_@. and how he thinks he looks like the guy i think is cute from casa... and how casa guys are supposed to be "big and buff" @_@ ahhhhhhh stop it! it makes me roll my eyes to myself and change the topic.