last night was pretty insane :S

things between me and nathan are done? i feel sad thinking about it. i dont think he'd ever want me back now. but i cant change his feelings, right?

in any case, i wish every relationship i have from now, i will learn to love the guy as much as i loved him.

no scratch that lol i want my LAST one to be like that. i would be so sad if i loved someone that much and we broke up @_@.

so i hope i will love my husband as much as i loved nathan chan : )