why did i have to run into nathan? im sooooooo peeved right now.

today aaron asked me to go to the movies. DAMMIT now that i think about it... grr... it was very "asking someone out" feel, and not like oh we both have nothing to do, lets chill.

so we go to the movies, when he drives me there we're having a good time. when we were watching the movie we were having a good time too. i think its pretty transparent of me too. i literally sit on 1/4 of the seat and lean all that way to him and he does the same. and when we whisper to each other its like we touch each other's cheeks and stuff. sometimes we just randomly whisper to each other the dumbest things... like we retell what JUST happened that had no point in the story. anyways, we finish and aaron is like are you hungry? and i said yes i am. so we were talking about where to eat. we couldnt choose but in the end i was like i kno you like korean! so lets eat that! (thinking commerce) and then hes like ok... its gonna be hard finding parking spots here, so wanna walk? and i was like theres one here....? he was like yeah, follow me. so we go to this place that i thought was a tutorial centre and we order etc etc. we were having an alright time (felt like he was sort of distant) when i look up and i see tiffany. i thought she was with her friends so i wave and then i see uncle norman, and then i see nathan.

like at that point i just stared and was like oh. my. god. that is my ex. that is nathan. and then i start rambling and shaking and hyperventilating. i think aaron gets nervous at this point and asks me if i want to mai dahn, but i told him its ok, its just weird and awkward. by this time i sort of felt like he felt awkward...

then we watch ANOTHER movie cuz we have nothing better to do -_-. i thought i could make things better by doing what we were doing the whole time before, but iunno... things just got weird. -_- and he wanted to go home after the movie (it was nine...). but in the end he was like lets have dessert! and we went to pixel 8, where he later revealed he was just being nice to me, knowing i didnt want to go home.

omg i wish i didnt run into nathan. like i NEVER run into him. NEVER HAVE I EVER RUN INTO HIM! why now?! WHY?!