i dont know what to do about my "situation"

im tired of talking about all the possible things that have crossed my mind. the bottom line is im not sure whether to stick to this anymore. yeah, if i end up with nathan, it was worth sticking thru with it. but if it doesnt work out, then no, it was not worth it and i would hate myself for putting myself through this for nothing.

im tempted to do what eva is doing to frankie...