i love nathan chan

i love him : )

i know i overuse the word love a lot but i realllllllly mean it when i say this about nathan. i love him : )

i'm scared one day i will accidentally slip that one out to him. i know he doesnt really want to hear me say it to him because he thinks its not geniune, but it is... : ( well i'm going to save it for one day where he'll take it seriously.

i love nathan chan <3

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2 hours later...

and the more i think about nathan... the more i love him : )
i am becoming obsessive now -_- its like as if i met a new crush which is not the case. i know nathan doesnt believe in the whole soulmate bullshit, but i feel like he is the one for me : ) he is the one i want to be with and marry : )

i loveeeeee nathan chan : )