text messages

i have the combo to the lock to ur heart
22 76 65 thats the combo 2 ur heart
makes aa ro nk get it? geez even u dunno how 2 get to ur own heart!

wow... either i was DUMB and didnt get it the first couple of tries or... yeah... he just thinks on another level from the norm

the things ive done with aaron these days

build snow forts outside my house at midnight
text all day long (to the point my parents were about to cut text messaging from my plan... )
webcam from 12-2:30
drop off his lock at my house just to say hi (according to him -_- i dont believe, i think he's just being nice)
um... and made plans that were ABOUT to take place but didnt such as watch tv shows at my house (but i didnt have season one... so we're gonna have to wait till 2mrw), go work out together and eat lunch/mall time

i dont FEEL anything for this guy. @_@ what is wrong with me? i couldnt stop smiling while webcamming but i think i was just sorta giddy. i just dont feel anything. i think at most its flattery + attraction.

he told me about jennie, or at least a bit of it. i feel like i am to him as he is to me, just a mere distraction from each other's past. we're both trying to forget our past, and we're just grabbing w/e is convenient. lucky for both of us, its really convenient. both rogers phone plan and live down the street from each other. our uni's are about an hour away, what more could you ask for?

maybe i just dont feel ready to let my heart open up? i dont kno. priss keeps telling me NO NO NO and that he does this with girls, dont think too much about it. he's not looking for a relationship yada yada yada.

i dont know :S

on a sidenote, nathan texted me last night and i called him back in the morning. and that made me giddy -_-